Hard to make a list of things that hold me back. Sometimes it’s like everything is holding me back. Probably the health issues are the most relevant in this matter. The feeling of failing in the past in different aspects of my life, or bad decisions that still carry, and probably will still carry scars, and some pain. Doubts, lack of self determination, and at the end loss of confidence are the throbbing results of what I said before.Inspiration can be tricky, but probably  using those moments of creative power (the real, huge and crazy mental sophistication kind of moments) without stoping to think about fears or pain is the best “antonym” to the lows moments.